Weight Watchers & Breastfeeding

I was just looking at the Weight Watchers website.

K asked, "What are you doing?"

"Looking at Weight Watchers."

"You're not seriously thinking about doing that are you?"

Me: "No." (yes, would love to...just to feel better about myself)

I won't do it, but the plan looks wonderful for anyone out there who might truly need to lose weight and still want to be healthy for herself and baby.

I GUESS I'm not someone who NEEDS to lose weight. I just feel so big. It's all relative and our perception is our reality. NO, I'm not big. I'm not even in the realm of being overweight...I'm actually probably on the lower end of the normal range for my height.

I have no idea what I weigh. I don't own a scale. I'm thinking about getting one.

I'm 5'8". I guess I'm comfortably in a 4-6. I'm used to being in a 2.

Some may balk at this. Think I'm stupid for thinking I'm fat.

Like I said, it's all relative. I miss my old size. :(