I need my baby out of my bed.

I feel bad for this, but I'm getting tired of co-sleeping. It was GREAT on vacation, when we were in king-sized beds, but back in our queen, it sucks...and I mean SUCKS!

I'm exhausted all the time and can't make love to my man. Last night after she awoke 3 times before we even went to bed, K put her in our bed. Well, I put her in her crib when I went to bed, in hopes of getting lucky. ;-) Well, as soon as K got in the room, she woke up again and she wanted to nurse. It was frustrating.

She is, unfortunately, getting back in the habit of wanting to nurse back to sleep. This is not good. She was doing so well! I think perhaps I need to feed her more during the day. I'll try today and see how it goes.

I'm all for being close to my baby, but I need some space, even if it just while I'm sleeping. I'm tired...so darned tired.

I just want to sleep without being kicked to death, rolled all over, and nursed on all night long. Does this make me a bad mom? I don't think so.

She's awake. A 10 min nap. Joy.