I hate that my vulva...(oh talk about hate, I hate that ugly word!) is swollen from the pregnancy. Ugh. From what I've read it's from increased blood volume. It's amazing that right now my body has 50% more blood than it did pre-pregnancy. So anyway, because of this "beautiful" side effect of pregnancy, my shit down there is swollen. I think it looks ugly...thankfully K doesn't mind a bit and sex is amazing at this point...probably because of it. ;-) I guess it's a give and take.
Shaving my lady parts is even more difficult nowadays. I have just a tiny spot of hair down there and it's not on purpose, I just couldn't see down there to take care of business! Ugh. I keep saying I'm going to have K do it for me, but who has time for that? I take a shower typically when he's at work, so I'm not going to get back in when he's here to have him shave me.
lol
I don't remember all this with my boys...of course that was a LONG time ago! I actually remember enjoying pregnancy then. lol I have enjoyed this one, but the "bad" effects have been worse. Many people say it's because of my age, but I don't want to admit to that. I'm 36...I'm not old. Oh gosh, but I WILL be so old when this little girl grows up and gets married...and has children. :-( That bums me out a bit, but it's cool. I'll still be hip; I hope.
My boobs are even bigger...up to a size C cup now. I know they'll be at least a D when my milk comes in. I'm soooooo happy I don't typically have big boobs. I wouldn't like it. As of now, with my expanding belly and my big knockers, when I bend over, my boobs lay on the top of my belly! It's so National Geographic. Unfortunately I don't have the beautiful dark skin and amazing homemade beads around my neck to make the image strikingly beautiful. No, mine just looks like flubber. Like big ole cow udders.
*sigh*
For some reason, my husband finds all of this attractive. He's always checking out my boobs, and caressing them any chance he gets...sometimes even in the kitchen or while we're watching a movie. lol He's all about it! He loves my baby bump and he still loves my ass. I guess I should be thankful. Sometimes though I can't help but wonder if he's just saying it to make me feel better.
For some reason, I kinda' doubt it. I think he actually finds me attractive. Wow. :-)
This made me laugh, although I'm sure that a swollen vulva is no laughing matter! I can imagine that it does make for great sex, so who cares what it looks like:) I am so happy for you, and wish so much that I could have come to your wedding. You deserve all the happiness in the world!
ReplyDeleteOf course your husband finds you attractive! You are so beautiful! I know when you are pregnant, you don't always feel like it, but trust me, you are a gorgeous pregnant woman!
Sending you all my love <3